I have what most teenagers crave for.. I have all the freedom in the world, I get almost everything I want, I recently met the most amazing & supportive people that I now call friends, and I have family that help balance out my life.. All I’m missing is the happiness I wish I had.

To this one particular “friend..”
We’ve recently gotten really close & I’ve been there for you from the start. That’s how we became friends; I was there to listen & help you out when no one would.. & of course you did the same. Then, we started hanging out like almost everyday & had tons of laughs & what not & that’s when we truly became close friends.. now it’s like we’re acquaintances all over again. I feel like I’m getting pushed away. You rarely ever call me to do anything & when you do, it’s to hang out with your boyfriend and the boys. It’s never just a girls hang out anymore. When I ask you to do something or go somewhere with me, you’re either “busy” doing homework or you can’t. Yet, you always say you can go out whenever and your mom lets you do anything, but from what it seems, it’s false. Whenever you call me, I’m always there for you no matter what I’m doing or where I’m at. But when I called you for something that I’m completely in grief about, you just say that you’ll call me back.. What a great friend you are, right? Whatever, I’m done trying to keep you as a friend.

i neeeeeds you ):

… Yeah, that would be my ex

Time is definitely precious

I’m preeetty damn happy at the end of the day. I realized that I don’t need a group of “friends” to feel like I belong, cause no matter how big the crowd & how well known a person is; they can feel just as alone as someone that has absolutely no one. I’m so thankful to have ONE very amazing friend. No matter how angry or hurt I am, talking to her just makes me forget everything. It’s like, everything in the past just blows away & I’m just focused on the “here & now.” I really feel like I’ve found the most bestest friend in the entire world :) Although we’ve only known each other for two weeks; I feel like I’ve known this chick for two years :p Anything is possible.

ugh

• didnt go to school
• picked mikey up
• got yogurtland <3
• went home
• watched a movie
• picked athena, her sister, & lorenzo up from school
• took athena & her sister home
• hung out with lorenzo for a bit & yeaah :) I might have food poisoning AGAIN -.-

I tried.. I respected you

Don’t hold shit back and have it come along later on. I respect constructive criticism and necessary tough love, not someone who’ll beat around the bush. Grow some balls and be honest; I’d rather be hurt by the truth than live (or move on) along the lines of a lie.

(Source: stfudarlenespeaks)

I don’t care anymore… well I do, but I don’t want to.

I’m not gna let myself fall for someone like you. Your looks tho >.< ugh, I just wish I wasn’t so attracted to you.

I’ve done way too much than I should’ve.

:)